An Evening wrapped in orange-red.

Today has been full of color, with everything around me wrapped in a reddish form of orange that stayed with me all day. It started earlier in the afternoon, while I was writing posts and reflecting, with a cold strawberry daiquiri resting on my table. My stepdad brought it to me, and it felt like the perfect refreshment — sweet, smooth, and balancing the fiery orange-red that filled my inner world.

Dinner tonight was a feast of flavors. We had a different style of spareribs served with rice and beans, green peas, and candied yams. I enjoyed every bite, and of course, finished with cake for dessert. Alongside the meal, I took some time to listen to I Love Lucy — one of those shows that continues to bring me laughter and comfort, no matter how many times I watch it.

Later, I went out on the porch to spend time with my mom, two of my sisters, and my sister Kiana’s girlfriend Anna. It was one of those simple but meaningful moments, filled with conversation and laughter, where you’re reminded of how good it feels to be surrounded by family.

As the evening went on, I returned to my usual routine: doing my evening chores, taking care of my grandma, and sharing a conversation with her. And now, I’m back upstairs, resting and reflecting on it all.

The orange-red glow hasn’t left me, and I can’t help but think it mirrors the warmth and richness of my day. Between food, music, laughter, and family, there’s so much beauty in even the most ordinary moments.

Colors tell the story of my days, even though I have no physical sight. And tonight, that story is wrapped in orange-red — a reminder of the joy, gratitude, and connection that continue to guide me forward.

✨ If you enjoy following along with my journey, I invite you to share my blog with others who might be encouraged by it.

🌟 I’m also still in the process of raising funds for my new hearing aids. The fundraiser is moving along slowly but surely, and every little bit of support means so much to me. Thank you to everyone who has already reached out, encouraged me, and helped me along this journey. 💖

#StillSeeingInTheDark #LifeInColor #HearingAidFundraiser 

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